Tuesday, January 18, 2005

hysteria

im a horrible person. im acting as an hysterical presumptuous asshole. today, i have talked to someone and i realized from him that there is nothing to worry about. why can i just love my honey intead of thinking about some unlikely things?


Monday, January 17, 2005

xxx

there is nothing about sex that is boring....I WANT MY HONEY!

almost...

keep smiling to cover the insanity that is trying to claw its way out.

i miss him...

we had short but intense exchanges yesterday. i cant help but breakdown. i changed my plans for him but he changed his plans for himself. 'im furious' is still an understatement. i'll try to find another adjective later. nothing changes, i miss him so much and im longing for his deep kisses and warm, comforting hugs.

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

he must be horny

im at work now and he called me up. HE MUST BE HORNY. i dont know exactly what's happening to our relationship.

bad day

i just talked to some stupid and arrogant american guy!